My grades need to go up. I whine about it at school, but I seriously hate what my grades have come to. Everyone at school always say “your grades are good, don’t worry!” I have a tendency to worry too much about certain things, one being my grades. I know that I have higher standards for my grades compared to other students, but that’s how I force myself to do better. Who knew I would actually have two C’s on my progress report. I’ve slacked. Procrastinated. Pushed education away from me. I have too many distractions around me. I’m too stressed out from school, it’s unbelievable. On top of that, there’s always other things on my mind instead of doing homework & studying. Always.
So my plans for Friday was to go to a Halloween party at Rizza’s. Turns out that one of my family friend/uncle recently passed away and his viewing is on Friday as well. Now I have some conflicting plans….
Though I should be more sympathetic, I automatically thought about my Fridaybeing ruined by missing the party, and started whining about it. Then I thought about how my parents have been feeling because of this. I was never that close to my uncle… he’s been in a coma since I was in elementary school. And now I’m a junior in high school. I know it would mean a lot for my parents to go see him instead of sacrificing their night just for me to go to a party. So I’ve decided to go to LA with my family and see my uncle for the last time.
But thankfully, my parents said I was still able to go to the Halloween Party once I get home. I’m suprised about this compromise, thankfully we were able to work it all out.
Good ass day. Me and Jason saw a lot of old friends, but it wasn’t much as we expected. Congrats to EHS, they beat my school 24-10.
The last chocolate bar I gave out to was to Kasey & Nikki (but Nikki took it >.<). I hope they shared LOL, but I wanted to give something since I’m kinda new to meeting them. Ahaa, but Nikki was being all “What did you put in here?!?!” kinda thing, haha! But trust, I’d never do that. Ahaa so yeah that was what made my day at the game.
LOLOLOLOL. I was gonna share it with Kasey of course! except it fell out of the blanket I was holding .______.
I mean it’s somewhat flattering to know that you’re “jealous” of my relationship, but it’s gotten uncomfortable. You ask for my homecoming photo, and you say “I’ll cut out your face and put mine instead.” I laugh on the outside, but inside I’m like “why are you acting like this, seriously.” At the game on Saturday, you “jokingly” blew a kiss to him. Uhhhhhhhhh. Then you text me a few hours later that “I can’t believe how much he was flirting with me tonight (;” OMG NO.
So everyone generally thinks you’re creeping on me & my relationship. I think you’re cool and all, but it’s getting weird. Really weird.